I want the man who molested me as a little girl to die in the most horrible painful way. He’s ruined my fucking life, It’s like I can never get over it and it happened over 9 years ago. Lately he’s been in my dreams a lot I want to let this hurt go but I am so fucking angry. He took away my innocence as a child and sometimes I wish I could be a little girl again and start over and I know I can’t. I’m so depressed more than ever before.