He dumped me

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I was in 6 months relationship with him(long distance relationship)we met online he drove 15 hrs just to see me.we had really good relationships i met his family and my family met him every day we’re talking over the phone..we had plan long engagement it’s fine for me but when i asked him what’s next he said he don’t know..a day after that discussion i had trouble and i called him crying because I don’t know what to do..next day he sent all my things back here(coz i have stuff to his place)and telling me he is not the one can help me in my problem and he’s not ready to commit and feel sorry about me coz he promised heaven and earth..im in pain blaming my self to give him pressure about my problem and about getting married..but as a woman I deserve to know if he has a plan..i want family im 38 he’s 48..im in pain right now and I don’t know what to do..