i feel so guilty

This guy asked me what I wanted for valentines day but he only used it as gift advice for another girl and me and him have been talking for months and i didnt realize i was being led on. i said something really terrible to him which i appologized for but idk what else i can really do but i cant stop feeling guilty. im like still in love with him and thats the issue like ik its probs good this happened cuz now it will allow me to get over him but its hard