8 months ago I had a miscarriage, I wasn’t planning or even trying to get pregnant again actually the opposite, but someone else must have a different plan for me... I found out last week I’m pregnant, I’m 39 and already have 3 children.. no miscarriage are easy or predictable and the last one my head wasn’t ever really in it or cared either way... I still kinda feel the same way, hard to get excited when u don’t kno when u could lose it, plus my boyfriend has been so distance I just feel alone... I’ve told him and one other person, it’s embarrassing to tell people that I’m in pregnant when I’m my age and jus had a miscarriage... i know He’s in shock as well but he barely texts me and we haven’t even seen each other in over a week...