Imagining symptoms?

Daniela • Mom of two👼 07/17/2019 / 09/30/2019 and my 🌈 11/05/2020

Am I the only one that is Imagining symptoms? I feel like I am losing my mind. 2 cycles ago I was sure I was pregnant and didn’t even trust the HPT. I think I am going throught the same thing. I know it is too early. Just 7dpo and my two pregnancies I din’t get a positive until 13dpo and I don’t know why I keep testing and trying to invent new symptoms like weird dreams or mild pain in my left side... i know it means nothing but I just want my rainbow so much. This month has been really hard. I should be having my baby girl anytime now.. my due date was on the 22nd. I am so emotional and many tv shows I have seen there has been an MC in them. I feel like I am going crazy