There's a boy who comes to the library that I work in daily. He is very tall, has slight facial hair, super deep dimples, and he has a really good manly looking face. I'm not sure what his race is but he looks Middle eastern and his name is Anwar. What I didn't know about him is that he's a high school senior, so he's like 17 or 18. Ever since I found this out I still can't stop being attracted to him, I find myself still looking at him and dragging on convos and i'm 34! I feel so disgusted with myself and I don't know if I should enter therapy or not?