How to cope?

• 💙12.12.17 👼10.22.19 💖11.17.20

Ok ladies I am 3 days post retrieval and starting to feel kind of depressed. I feel horrible I had to call of work Saturday (the manager covered my shift for me) because I was in so much pain. All the hormones leaving my body, anticipation of next steps, is it going to work....my mind won't stop. How do you cope with the highs and lows, the stress and what ifs?