Scared doesn’t describe me rn

Christine • Married*Rainbow Baby 10/25/2020

So I’m 10 dpo and I’ve been getting angry and throwing my test away as soon as I see one line forgetting I’m suppose to wait 3 mins. I just lost a baby in November and that would have been baby #4 for us. So I’m gonna keep quiet to family and friends because the week after I announced I lost. Baby was 6w2d 😢 but I needed to get this off my chest!