My daughter got murdered last year she was 17 months old..

5 months later I lost a baby at 16 weeks pregnant. I creamed both my kids 5 months apart from each other.

I’m 22 and have been trying since for 6-7 months& I’ve been pregnant 3 times, at the ages of 15, 19, and 22. I don’t understand why I’m having a hard time getting pregnant.. my partners ex has been pregnant twice, but unfortunately ended in a miscarriage and ectopic so I know he can have kids. I’ve been using ovulation tests and tracking, my type 1 diabetes is under control, I’m not overly stressed, I lead a normal life. I’m just at loss, I’m sad& hurt and I wonder if I’m suppose to have kids because all of them have been taken away from me. Sorry just needed to vent. ❤️🥺