Just feeling kinda bummed and just want to crawl in bed with a heating pad and cry. I’ve been struggling to get pregnant and every month I get my hopes up and then AF veers her ugly head. This months a little harder because I was really excited for it, my due date would’ve been sometime in October which is my daughters birth month and they would be exactly 2 years apart. Just was already making up scenarios in my head and had a big let down this month, not to mention this is a heavy, painful period with blood clots just adding to my disappointment. Sorry for the rant just didn’t know where else to go because my husband doesn’t understand.