first time having sex

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hi everyone !! My boyfriend of almost 2 years is coming to see me again this summer (he's in America for university and I'm in Canada) and I literally haven't seen him for 1 year and 10 months, when he comes it's gonna be the first time we ever have sex w each other and my first time in general considering I'm a virgin. I've seen his dick before and it's around 8 inches which is really big in my opinion. Whenever I finger myself it hurts at first, then it's better then when I take my finger out it hurts again. I can only fit one finger in too. I'm really nervous because his dick is really big and I genuinely think he's gonna rip me apart ahaha. Are there any tips n tricks you guys have that could help w losing my virginity? Any tricks I can use on him that'll make him feel amazing too? Thank you sm