And scared to test. Scared of another disappointment. I’m usually never late though. So I’ll test tomorrow... please pray it’s a positive or I’ll be crushed!! 🙏🏽

UPDATE

Took test: negative

I woke up excited to take the test. Checked myself before taking it to make sure there was no bleeding. Took the test, and A BIG FAT NEGATIVE. Of course I’m devastated, but what’s worse is.... I then wiped again and saw a little pink. 🤷🏽‍♀️

This isn’t the first time this has happened. It’s like my body loves playing tricks on me. Get her to think she’s finally pregnant and then boom 💥 right after she tests, come on period.

I’m so annoyed. Now I have to go to work and act happy when I’m not. Thanks for all the luck and prayers. Maybe next time....

UPDATE: PLOT TWIST

So I thought my period was coming on because I saw a dab of pink on the tissue, but nope my period never came on. I’m still getting negatives though, which is confusing the heck out of me. I’m officially 5 days late.

My boobs are still sore and I keep feeling wet down there. I keep thinking my period is coming on, but it’s only discharge. No other major symptoms.

Update 2/14/2020: still getting negatives. I’m going to wait a few days before I test again. This is becoming annoying.

FINAL UPDATE: My period decided to make an appearance on Valentines Day. It was supposed to be off by today. I swear my menstrual cycle is so petty lol. All I can do is laugh and joke about it to prevent myself from being sad and depressed. Well, fingers crossed for next month, though my husband will be out of town for two weeks 🙄... anyway, thanks for reading about my crazy rollercoaster of a cycle! Happy Valentines Day!!!