Hi, so I’m 18 and I think I would like to have sex with a guy but bdsm type stuff. Basically I’m a girl and have been in a relationship with a girl and she has gone into my kinks but we broke up and now I really would like to have sex with a guy and possibly get into a bdsm type relationship. I’ve always loved reading about it and just thinking about it gets me horny. So I was wondering how you’d even go about it? Just know I am quite nervous and anxious but I would love to try it. I’m anonymous because I’m nervous too. So please help?