Imagine living in a world where you constantly get pulled down by the words of family feeling as if your family is right that you are stupid you are ugly you are a fat cunt where you are nothing but a waste of space nothing but a failure who can’t get their life together imagine that your chained up in your mind forced to believe that you are just a leech ruining everyone’s life with just your existence feeling as if there is no reason to fight back them and your mind because even though you put up a good front and act and tell everyone you know your worth and you love yourself deep down you believe their words what choice do you have but to believe it imagine just hating life before you’ve even begun to get out there and live it imagine just not wanting to but imagine actually wanting to getting out there and being dragged down by your own mind imagine a world where once upon you were happy and thriving and being told your loved and family helping you and loving you and you loving you and being yourself without a single bad thought without that fear of failing cause you would just get back up and try again and people were there to help you up instead of kicking you down more and then take it away and imagine the self hating world where you know you’re nothing and worthless so you just don’t fight yourself on it anymore you’re just surviving instead of living wanting to live and thrive but won’t because you don’t deserve it what have you done that’s worth anything nothing and that’s why you don’t try because all you will ever do is ruin everything cause problems instead of helping imagine always worrying about what tomorrow is gonna bring instead of focusing on what’s in front of you imagine hating yourself so much that you don’t need anyone to pull you down you’ll pull yourself down imagine feeling like you deserve all the bad things that are happening to you imagine just not feeling and wanting to just run and be free imagine wanting to break those chains that bind you to your self hating mind and know that you won’t ever have the luxury of doing that cause you’re weak imagine all the bad thoughts that scare you and picture feeling it all the time no break just pain that constantly reminds you that you are nothing you have no worth you are just weak and that it will never change imagine being so tired of it that a blade can make you feel better because you deserve that pain that you feel when you cut your arm the blood you see the pain you feel the stinging you feel is what you deserve you deserve to suffer and you should be grateful you get that your mind and body is the prison and you the prisoner sentenced to what feels like life because overall you’re just a weak broken worthless being with no reason to live