I was in a relationship with a girl i loved for more than a year, we had only been dating for a month and we both fell for eachother hard. Like it was meant to be it felt like, almost like everytime i look at her i see my future.

Today, this morning she was talking about how shes going though a hard time and she feels bad that she can’t treat me how I deserve. And talking about how i treat her with so much effort and love and she has trouble finding time to call. Yes that’s true, i put in more effort, but I understand completely why she can’t do that back. She has so much happening its crazy, yet i feel loved that she still finds time to talk to me everyday. And she still makes me feel special even if she believes she doesn’t.

We are also partially long distance, soon to become real long distance. I can deal with the distance, because i love her so much, id wait forever for her. And its not like we can’t talk anymore since phones and letters are a thing. But she says she is finding it hard to deal with, i reply well yeah its how it works but the end result when we are together in 2 years makes it ok.

She kept talking about how its hard, so i asked her if she wanted to take a break from our relationship for a while, clear her head. And im happy with that because if shes happy im happy. I would do anything for her to be happy even if it doesn’t involve me.

Then she said yes, and we broke up...

Which kind of sucks but im not entirely broken over it, because i know she is happy. Thats why im not broken. She never said she doesn’t love me anymore and we both agreed that its possible we could happen again in the future

No feelings changed, it just got too hard for her. I miss her so much, id give the world to see her. What do i do?