I have never understood how a mother could walk away from her kids. But today I totally get it. Don’t get me wrong I absolutely love my kids beyond anything and do not in anyway want them completely out of my life but I need a break that no one seems to understand.

I get the I wish I had my kids all the time I wish I could stay home and do nothing but play with my kids all day every day. You don’t have anything to complain about. I feel so alone like no one understand. And I’m to the point that when my husband gets home I just want to walk out the door and not come back for awhile.

1st off. I do more than stay at home. I also work from home which is a huge challenge in its self with 2 littles and being pregnant. Going on barley any sleep. My house is on my absolute last nerve because I can’t get it clean from them literally following behind me making a mess where I literally just picked up.

My husband is ZERO HELP when he gets home. Bc he worked all day so he’s tired and needs to be waited on hand and foot just like I have to do for the kids. Whoopty doo! you have zero clue what actually goes on when your gone. And when I do make him watch them he’s constantly calling wanting to know when I’ll be back. But according to him it’s so easy to stay home and keep the 🤬.

I’m sorry for the rant I just have no one to talk to and feel I’m completely loosing it. I’m exhausted and tired and stressed with zero help.