HELP. HELP IS ALL I ASK FOR FROM HIM. He helped make this baby too and I get ZERO help from him. Saying he’s “worked all day” when all he does is stand at a freaking register all day long talking to co workers. I take care of our daughter DAY IN and DAY OUT. I stay up with her through sleepless nights. I’m the only one who feeds, bathes, changes, and cares for her. He leaves for “work” comes home and watches tv and goes to sleep.

I’m the one who cooks and cleans while holding a 1 month old colic baby who’s screaming crying. I’m the one who does EVERY THING for her and all I ask for is some help. I’m exhausted. I need rest. And sometimes I just wish I were dead just so I can have some rest. Postpartum depression? Or just regular depression? I’m sleep deprived. My back is hurting. My heads hurting. And I just want a break. Is that really too much to ask for😭😭