Sitting in my car. Crying.

Alright so I'm probably just being a little bitch right now. But I need someone to set me straight or hug it out. Hell maybe a swift kick in the ass would help. I lost my baby at just under 9 weeks. It's been 2 months. 2 of my friends are pregnant. 1 by accident with a new beau. & the other.. well I'm not going there bc I don't want to be mean. They both just found out what they're having. I'm over here like damn. I need to talk to someone but since it's been 2 months I should be happy and just get over this emotional shit right? Wrong. I'm better but not over it. My kid. My heart. My hurt. My husband is busy with work and family thinks I need to move on. Lose weight and try again. F**k yiu very much. I need anyone. Who's in my boat, been there done that. Or just wise to help a girl out. I cannot do this today. I'm with my in laws hiding in my car to cry and the freaking tears won't stop. Help. Please.