Ever since I had sex with my friend I met a few months ago, I’ve been super scared and self conscious. I really wasn’t in the mood to have sex at all, we used a condom which I’m not used to, and I was super wet from touching myself to begin with. When we were doing it, i literally couldn’t feel anything besides his penis coming out of me. It just felt like pressure. We tried different positions which help a little but he couldn’t get any sort of reaction out of me and now I’m scared because this isnt how sex usually is for me. I haven’t had sex in 4 months and typically rely on masturbation with my fingers. I’m not sure if it’s bc I was way more wet than usual, him having a skinny penis, or if I’m just to used to relying on maturbation. If you’ve had any problems like this and know what could fix this please let me know!!

P.S what I mean by only feeling if come out of me is that typically I’ve been able to feel a penis penetrating all around and not just feeling like its going into an open water bottle if that makes sense.