Can someone please indulge my symptom spotting 😂 13 dpo and all negatives

Normally before af:

-I am emotional

-I am nauseous

-I just don’t want to eat, nothing sounds good

-I am exhausted and have a “I don’t care about anything” frame of mind

-I have lots of cm and about 1 day of just watery cm

-I can feel her coming at least days before. -I’m crampy all day and it’s normally awful

-All I want to do is literally lay in bed, hold my stomach and cry and sleep 😂

-And I have the worst headaches

What’s happening this time around:

-I am tired but not more than my normal tired

-My back has been killing me since 9dpo. It’s kind of stopped today (13dpo)

-My uterus feels sore and tight or heavy. That’s been happening since about 6dpo

-I get crampy, mostly in the morning. Other than that it just feels heavy.

-My cm is thick and creamy and not as much as I normally get before af

Basically everything just feels different. I don’t feel like I’ll be starting my period in just a few days. My cycle is always pretty regular and I normally always know just what to expect, so this is weird for me. I know I shouldn’t symptom spot but I can’t help it! It’s so hard especially when everything feels so different.

Anyone feel like this before their bfp?

I know some women say they were sure af was coming, but did anyone have no signs of her and get a bfp?