Ok so this is my 4th and last baby with my first 2 I only formula fed didnt even consider breastfeeding. My 3rd I said I was going to breast feed but when in the hospital after delivery I felt pressured by the nurses to do it even though I couldnt get her to latch and my mom for some reason felt she had to tell everyone that called checking on me that I was breastfeeding I'm sure they just didnt up and ask.. im really self conscious about my body and felt I needed time to get the hang of it not to mention when I was attempting to feed in the hospital while my mom was there she just sat there and stared at me and made me feel uncomfortable so basically I just gave up and told them I wanted formula after I got home I felt bad for not continuing with breastfeeding. I'm going to try this time again and I'm hoping to not let anyones opinions or looks bother me. Any ideas or tips to help control my self consciousness