I hope I’m not the only mom struggling on here. I have been experiencing anxiety and mom guilt. I have anxiety about leaving my baby with someone else even with my mother or step father grab here I can’t help but worry. But on the other hand I’m incredibly tired and need a break. My partner asked if I wanted to do anything on Valentine’s Day..truth is I do and don’t. I’m just so tired! I know the baby will have to come with us because no family lives near us. Also my daughter is waking up a lot now at night as she use to be the best sleeper. It’s just a lot! My baby is on the move! She is wanting to do something every second! Its exhausting. I also nanny on some days and that’s very hard as well. I use to be a teacher of littles so I thought I wouldn’t struggle this badly, but I do! I also feel so bad because my partner works hard and sometimes... I get slightly annoyed when he tries to help and then asks me where everything is and what fo do. 😂 Almost 8 months in and this shit is hard! I love my daughter very much and she is my best friend but i just want to know I’m not alone.😅.... ALSO I have scopes/procedures happening next week for my endometriosis and esophagus. So if you guys could send me good vibes and pray for my anxiety because it’s going through the roof knowing I’m going to be put to sleep and being operated on. 😭