I'm so mentally, physically and emotionally tired. I'm done. 30 cycles. 30 months of negatives. Probably more than 150 tests now. I told myself I wasn't going to test early this cycle. I'm only 10 DPO but I just know I'm already out. "But you still have hope, you're testing early". Yes I know. But I just cant take it anymore. I'm done, I give up. And I dont know what else to do. I'm sorry, I just had to get this off my mind tonight.