So i’m a virgin and ive only ever masturbated through the clit. Ive been trying to finger myself but it always feels weird inside there??? I dont feel any pleasure.

Is it normal for it to not be completely empty in there? I have loose skin (or maybe my hymen broke) in there and i just dont know if this is normal :( it’s not uncomfortable or painful but im worried about when i have sex and it will be super painful or id get made fun of. i’m so embarrassed to talk about it or go to the gyno so if anyone could help me out id appreciate it so much