Just blah. I don’t want to test this cycle like I normally would. I’m not symptom spotting like usual, cause it’s the same symptoms everytime.

I’m tired of the negative tests and I feel my period coming.

It’s just the same thing every month.

I just am considering being done ttc.

I want to go back to when we stopped trying and I told myself being a mom isn’t going to be for me and I can find something else to do in life.

As soon as I refocus on trying to be a mom I get depressed all over again.