Hi ladies :) I’m nervous posting this bc I don’t want to be ridiculed. I found out I have herpes today. I know sex before marriage was a sin. It has only happened with one guy, but still sin. I understand this is just a ramification of unprotected sex. I trust that the Lord is going to redeem this. I trust that he loves me through this and although I know God did not give me herpes I feel like it has just revealed even more how much he loves me. I have been convicted about my premarital sexcapades since getting back into the Word and church and fellowship with other believers when I went to treatment for my eating disorder. God is so faithful to me yet as soon as I came back from treatment I went straight to the guy. I have no other option but to discontinue having sex pretty much. I also trust that this is God’s way of reiterating that the man he has set aside for me will love me despite all my mess. I mean herpes is a pretty big deal breaker so... I’m praying for strength in resisting temptation although it is hard because I do enjoy sex and have many feelings for the guy who gave it to me