Last night I had the strangest dream.

Not sure why this happened so now I’m just overthinking and starting to stress about it.

I dreamt that I was going around letting my family know I had been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes.

I had gestational diabetes with both my pregnancies and I was borderline before like a few years ago before I had my son. He was born Jan 2017.

I’ve been really worried about it turning into type 2 and maybe it’s because I am determined to keep this weight down from after delivery and just waiting for my dr to release me to start some workouts. I don’t know I am just scared. And when I start to overthink stuff and stress I find myself wanting to stuff myself and just eat.

I want to keep positive and I really wish I could get help with better meal planning and eating. If I try to do it on my own i just feel i won’t succeed.