Paranoia/anxiety

Does anyone else just have a completely irrational fear that their s/o is going to pass away?

I’ve been dealing with fear and anxiety every time my baby’s father leaves the house to go just about anywhere. I’m so sick of feeling this.

I don’t want to post about it on Facebook so I’m just hoping I have someone to relate too.

I’ve considered anti anxiety medications but I don’t want my daughter to withdrawal after she’s born so I’m basically just stuck in my own head and it brings me nothing but a huge weight on my shoulders 😔😔