I have a confession!

So I’m married n I had a sex dream of a friend that I have known for almost 10 yrs now n he knows that before I got together with my husband that I had feelings for him. So every now n again I’ll have sex dreams bout this friend n sometimes I can’t stop thinkin bout it! I’ll think bout it at work n home when the hubby is home.

When the hubby isn’t home I fantasize bout that friend n get myself off with a toy when I’m in the mood.

Does this make me a bad wife cause I’m havin sex dreams bout a friend n not my hubby?