As much as I want to, I can’t have sex with the lights on. I’m too focused on what my face looks like to even enjoy it. I’m afraid that my “sex face” is ugly.. (anxiety at its best, so please don’t tell me that he will like it no matter what or something similar to that)

What can I do to get in the habit of not caring about what my face looks like during sex so we can have sex with the lights on?