I’m such a mess today and idk what’s wrong with me.

Decided to once again take another test... 12dpo and of course, BFN. Point taken... I just won’t test anymore until AF is late.

Woke up this morning with the WORST migraine I’ve had in a while. I’m on a few different medications to control it but I ran out of my imitrex and it’s too early to get another refill. I’m all out of excedrine and basically no stores around me have any in stock so I had to get Tylenol extra strength yesterday. Everything else had NSAIDS and I refuse to take anything that contains NSAIDS. Went to work and took some Tylenol hoping it would just... go away. It didn’t and just got worse. Luckily, my boss let me go home so I can rest this shit off.

So I get in my car, run to CVS to PRAY they have some excedrine migraine... go figure... they didn’t. Just excedrine tension headache... whatever... contains the same shit anyway. I grab a box of migraine forehead patches and a gallon of milk. WELL the fucking lid to the milk is all jacked up and spilled all over my front seat in my car...didn’t realize it until I got home and my front seat was soaked in milk...

Now I’m laying in bed, kid is out of school today due to the weather... and I’m PRAYING this migraine will just go away...

I’m just an emotional wreck... I mean... I cried watching “Naked and afraid” last night because a guy killed an impala and was crying because he killed it...

Ugh!!! I either need to see a BFP or AF needs to just show up so I can get out of this funk...

Could really use a bowl of ice cream, some cookies, milk, and maybe a plate of left over spaghetti... 🤦‍♀️