I’ve been noticing that for the past 5 years I’ve always felt stressed, overwhelmed, and anxious. Coincidentally that’s when I met my boyfriend (bless his heart) haha. He’s a great guy I swear.

I honestly don’t know why I always feel this way. Maybe it’s because my son is getting older (he’s 8) and he’s developed and attitude of maybe it’s because I now have a baby as well and we’ve added a dog into this scenario. I’m not sure. Or maybe it’s because my little family is crammed into an even smaller house. A 2 bedroom 895 square foot condo that was a perfect size when it was just me and my son. Add 3 more living beings into it and we’re crammed like sardines. It could also be that my finances suck and have sucked for the past 5 years since my ex took me to court for shared custody of my son. I spent $10,000 in legal fees and he didn’t even show up to court. So that was $10,000 down the drain. Or it could be that I have attachment issues and can’t get rid of anything, therefore I have way to much stuff. Anyone else stuck in this endless spiral of feeling overwhelmed, stressed, exhausted etc.

I can’t remember the last time I genuinely felt happy and like I’ve accomplished stuff. I used to always feel happy and stress free.

Maybe it’s age 🤷‍♀️