Nap time causes me rage. Sometimes I don't mind rocking to sleep but sometimes it enrages me. Makes me feel horrid towards myself and my kid. She fell asleep twice but woke up both times when I put her down. I let her cry some but I feel bad because we never expect her to go to sleep by herself.

Eventually tried her swing. Now she's on me nursing to sleep bc she's been up 3 hours and I just know she's needs to nap.

I just wish I didn't feel so enraged.