Posting anonymously.. I’m in the military and know some people use this app.

I think I have PPD, little things I have noticed it slowly happening. I’ve lost 2 brothers within the last 2 years to depression. I got pregnant almost 6 months after my youngest took his life. All was dandy. Now I’m going to go back to work I find myself more tired, irritable at my oldest. I’ve been to therapy didn’t think it helped my just push things to the back burner. I can’t sleep at night even though little one is sleeping most of the night now. I’m chewing threw my hands just out of nowhere. I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I think of what if I was just gone wouldn’t it be better and I know that’s not right. Just needed to vent I felt like I’m losing myself.