my mother is sending me to rehab.

she found things like xanax, oxycontin, weed, LSD... and some other stuff in my room. i have done some of those drugs. i am only 14. i’m not scared... she has found weed in my room before but never thought of rehab. i honestly can’t stop myself from getting these drugs. i have a therapist which i’m lying to, she is only trying to help me and i’m telling her half of the truth. i don’t know why i’m writing this. i’m not exactly sober writing this, i just wish i never found this stuff out. help.