Hi glow friends! i just need some place to vent and i’ll just vent on here since i don’t have anyone in my life to talk to, i recently found out that i am pregnant right on new year’s with my first baby!! i’m so nervous and excited after TTC for 2-3 years. I am due september 1st and i’m just so anxious for my prenatal appointment next friday, i have been praying at night thinking positive thoughts and hoping baby is okay. is it normal to feel like.. i’m not pregnant anymore? idk it’s just a feeling and it makes me so sad thinking about it. like what if there’s no heartbeat.. etc. couple days before turning 11 weeks i was tired a lot, slept a lot, ate til i was full haha and was always gassy/constipated which made me feel like crap but today all of that has died down although i’m still tired, having alittle headaches and backaches on and off. i do still have a good sense of smell. idk im just so scared for the possibilities since it is my first i try to not google so much but it just breaks my heart. for my first ultrasound at a free clinic baby was perfectly fine and heartbeat was 154 then at my actual OB appointment with my Dr she said my baby is growing how it is supposed to be and everything looked fine! heart beat was 145 and i was 8 weeks at the time. any advice, your thoughts would be much appreciated thank you! 💗 and sending all my baby dust to those TTC! 2020 is the year :)