My breast are so large and her mouth is so small. She just can't latch and get enough of my areola in her mouth. It's only day 3, but I keep trying. I keep pumping, bringing her to breast and giving her donor milk through syringe. She gets so gassy after she usually is up after an hour needing to burp, or fart. Seeing her in pain makes me sad. My anemia is catching up with me not getting any sleep as well. My nipples are getting bruised, sore, and one is starting to get a blister. I just feel so bad and like I am failing. I feel guilty for wanting to try formula so my husband can help more and I can sleep. I feel like I am thinking more about me than her when I think about this. Any advice?