Will my V ever get better?

Hi, might be TMI for some people, so I disclosed that first.

So Im 4w PP and my V looks BAD! Not the stitches, the hole or anything like that, I mean my actually lady parts.

There is a grand canyon a mile above my clit, which wasn't like that before. My lips look like they where on a torture stretcher, thrown in a meat grinder and slapped back on my V with forse off a spoon.🤦‍♀️😭😭😭

Will this change or is this what Im looking at?