Please do not judge. Is anyone else struggling with this? My chest feels so heavy and all I want to do is cry. I feel like I’m suffocating in my life. My boyfriend is constantly telling me he doesn’t want to be with me but then does. It messes with my head and has messed with my self confidence and caused us unnecessary problems because of it it. He is constantly putting me down if I do something wrong (like forgetting to turn the lights off before I leave, which only happened once but he makes me feel so awful) I’m having a hard time letting him go and leaving because I am pregnant I just don’t want to do this alone and not to mention I don’t have a lot of money saved up. How can I cope until I can leave? I’m just tired of feeling this way and I know it’s not healthy for my baby.