I never actually got to labour, I went into spontaneous labour, with no contractions just water leaking at 36+4, they put me on a drip to bring on contractions I never felt, the hospital pushed me into an epidural and then I ended having a c-section which may just prevent me from ever having a normal birth and it just really depresses me hearing my friends talk about there births and experiences where I never really had one and I know I should be lucky that I didn’t get any pain or anything like that but I feel like apart of my womanhood is taken from me, a special moment taken away from me. I love my baby and so glad my baby is safe but all wish it could have gone differently 😭

more of a rant then anything but any advice to bring me up bout this? I also am not saying any other c-section mums are any less, we all equal ❤️