Just need to vent since there is no one in my life I can talk to about this. All of my family members have sneezed and become pregnant. Some of my younger cousins are now on their second babies. Where I am just here, waiting every month for the fertile window and the agonizing two week wait. Googling each little symptom In hopes it a sign. The ironic thing about the whole thing is that I never thought I wanted to have kids. Totally happy just being me and my husband who I adore and love. Was ready to travel the world and take on adventures, just him and me. Then something changed. We want kids! It will be easy i thought. Maybe take a few months i figured. It will be another fun adventure. Now, almost 2 years later still nothing. The sadness just deepens each month AF arrives. My husband has been supportive as he can, but has never been great about talking about emotions. A shortfall i have known and understand. But i need someone to talk to. I need someone who knows this same sadness. Sadness knowing that this journey is just beginning. Not sure how I feel about injecting tons of meds into my body to help me do something I should be able to do... thank you for letting me send this out to the universe so I can try and have some acceptance...