I have been with my boyfriend for over 6 years we just had our first baby and he’s 4 months old but our relationship has never been healthy no trust arguing and I’m so over it I’m starting to realize my worth because I know he will never change but I don’t know how to leave it sounds stupid and pathetic I know I’m 27 and it’s just fucked. We live with his parents cuz they help out a lot and I feel like I’m trapped and can’t leave because I know if I do and we break up it won’t be civil and that something I don’t want having our family split up. But I know I deserve better and life is to short I love my boyfriend but he doesn’t treat me with respect anymore but I’m to scared to leave because of how it’s going to blow up and it will never be civil I feel like a fuckin pussy