When did I turn into a crazy person?

Sunshine 🌻 • IVF momma in the making. Adoption momma of an amazing little boy. 👦🏼

Today I got the hcg trigger shot to try to make sure I ovulate and hopefully get pregnant! I knew it would give me a fake positive pregnancy test..so what did I do? Go home and pee on one just so I could see what it’s like to get a positive. My heart fluttered just a little seeing that second line pop up, even though I know it’s fake. Wow I’m seriously a crazy person. I just want this so bad.