Is anybody else sad that this is their last baby? I have always wanted three kids. My husband wanted two...until our first was born. Then he was content just to have her. So we compromised and decided to have one more.

I am 4 days shy of turning 38 years old, and as far as space in our house and honestly our finances, two is the perfect number of children for us.

Why am I already thinking that I really just want just one more kid? Like I am over putting away her swaddle blanket that we just stopped using and I don't want to part with it! It hit me that I dont need to save baby stuff for the next one, since there won't be one, and it makes me sad!

Please tell me it is all these happy breastfeeding hormones! 😉