My husband and I met 2yrs ago but didn’t date until last April. Since April everything moved so quickly we dated just a few months before we married and have been ttc. So far I’ve had one miscarriage I believe it was due to enormous amount of stress. We have some issues that contributed to the loss I believe. When we are going through stuff I always feel soooo much remorse like had I waited and remained his gf longer maybe things would be different.. shit maybe we wouldn’t even be involved with each other anymore🤷🏾‍♀️ (shocking part is that thought doesn’t even upset me) so when it came down to actively ttc after I miscarried I took the back seat and avoided him on days that were a high chance of pregnancy.. just found out I’m approaching 6 weeks pregnant and honestly I’m happy to have a precious baby on the way but I’m not happy about my husband... I think he has to grow up tremendously or this entire process will be hard for me. I don’t want to have to raise my children and him. Tonight after he was home alone for hours free to watch whatever he wanted I said I wanted to watch a cartoon he got upset so I said fine watch what you want and took a nap. I wake up he’s watching the tv and his phone.. like a big toddler that needs multiple points of stimulation! Where is the compromise that’s supposed to come with marriage? I honestly don’t see him being a point of support for me at all during pregnancy or after birth so I’m having these mixed feelings. I’m happy for the baby NOT him.. I just want to be away from him so bad.