Depression

I feel so alone I have a six month old she is my first unfortunately she’s very difficult because she cries for everything she needs attention 24/7 sometimes I go days without a shower because she’s too much. Her dad is a cheater I’m still with him because he provides from me. I’m stuck I don’t have a job, I don’t go to school, I don’t have a car I’m so stuck. He tends to lose his patience with me and yells at me and sometimes even hits me. I even have a busted lip. I’m really tired of living. I feel like dirt no one ever appreciates me