Feel like I'm starting over...

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Long post!!!!

I've never been so excited to start my period! I have pcos and blocked tubes and go 6mo-1yr without a cycle on the regular plus been trying to conceive for 4 years. My specialist said the only fix was going to be surgery but I've been so hesitant and just let it's just completely tore me down. WELLLLLLL this past month I've done dropped a butt load of money (still less then my surgery lol) on different natural remedies to help regulate and unblock my tubes and I haven't even started them all yet and I'm getting my period for the first time since June last year! I've just started the maca root, vitamin E and caster oil packs. Yes it may partly be just starting by itself but this is SO excited! I'm starting the rest of my stuff Monday and cant wait. Maybe this is finally the start to getting my positive.... please please send baby dust my way!

I've been so down about not being able to get pregnant I put my health second but instead of just doing what I need to get pregnant and focusing on my body and trying to fix my heart and health it seems to be working. If I get pregnant from this I will be just so ecstatic but if I don't but I am healthier I will still be so happy. ❤❤ I feel like I'm starting this journey all over again before I learned the heart ache and pain that came with seeing that negative test or mess in my panties when my cycle started.