Feeling down

I am 5 days past my ovulation. I have about 8 days until my period. I just feel like last month. A little empty. I am doing my absolute best, trying to be positive. Eating all my vitamins, eating well and so forth. But you just know when it's just not your time?

I have the last 3 months had 3 close friends telling me about their good news by being pregnant, and I am happy for them but I am also so sad at the same time. I feel like the suckiest friend ever. But I have been trying for a long time and I just can't seem to get it right.

The doctors say I am perfectly fine but I just know it's not. I mean almost 1 year of trying including one miscarriage and then just nothing.

Please just send some positive vibes my way and I will try to just look forward to the day when it is finally my time!

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