I fucking love and hate you. I cant have you. You’re literally my best friend and the person who I just can naturally be myself around but I just cant have you!!! God its so annoying! I don’t want you to be necessarily mine I just.. I don’t know what I want! I want something with you! Why couldn’t I just be like everyone else, older. That is the key to all of this right? Me being younger? Fuck this is all so complicated yet simple! Naturally it’s all comes down to me. I’m sorry,

EDIT: to the girl that said fuck travis i felt that in two different ways💀