TW: Disordered Eating
I’m 19, and I’ve struggled with disordered eating habits for a really really long time.
I’m 5’6, and a very averagely healthy BMI which is good but...of course I want to be smaller.
I’ve been eating 3 healthy meals a day, but obsessively calorie counting in my head and staying in a pretty big calorie deficit compared to the exercise I’m doing. It’s been easy to maintain at my boyfriend’s for weeks, then I got home and saw all the chocolate and chips and binged on everything which can happen once in a while.
But, I just purged for the first time...
I am so ashamed, I stared at myself in the mirror for a long time kind of like...this is where I’m at now?
I’m worried things might be spiralling a little.
I’m even more worried I might do it again :/
I’d really like advice on what to do.
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